Sunday, September 4, 2016

Not a good feeling

1 am. New day. But still the same me. Yesterday was my worst day. More to my emotions actually. I feel mad and i feel like crying. I didn't talk to my husband. I feel depressed. All the bad and negative feelings. No friend. No money. No social life. My small business doing slow. I'm not going to giving up on that. It's just sometimes i think it's really hard to do it.

And, i found out after Asar i got my period.
That's explained all the bad feelings.
Good night.

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Monday, August 15, 2016

Latest update

Hello. It's been a while. Too many stories to tell but i just don't have mood or much time to update. Being a stay at home mother much more busy apparently. Hehe.

How's my life so far? Alhamdulillah so much things to be grateful for. Husband, the girls and my family. I can't leave without them. Even they drive me insane sometimes but still, they are what i am today.

The perks of being stay at home mom now, i get to follow my husband whenever he have meetings out of town. For the past 2 months since I'd resign, we already checked in 4 hotels which are Ascott KL, Intercontinental Hotel KL, Resort World Kijal Terengganu and Mandarin Oriental Hotel KL. Safiyya is the most happiest girl. She loves staying at the hotel. Like me haha. Adele is fine as long as she's with me.

Off Raya stories, nothing fancy like others i saw on social networks. We didn't even get any open house invitation haha. Sad. We did organized a small makan-makan session though which at the first place was for my family. But we had a long list menu and foods so we decided to invite the neighbors.
And this year Raya I shopped alot for me and the girls. Yeah alot more compared to when i have a job and payslips. As for me only 6 Duckscarves, Bastabag from Sometime, Kylielipkit, 2 tops from Aere and Bynarina. Oh and i got an early present from husband. Bonia shoes. Hihi. Well I think that's enough for now. How i wish money can grow easily on the tree. Oh wait, we don't even have a tree. Haha.

My small business is doing ok just fine. We are turning 1 this 18th. Ah we have come this far with all the customers supports. Alhamdulillah. Only for this month, it's quite slow since i went for a holidays. Hopefully Umiecanbake will be more successful in the future with lots of premium quality menu. InsyaAllah.

That's all i can share with you now. Till the next post! Xoxo

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Monday, June 13, 2016

Puasa Day 8

Alhamdulillah dah masuk hari ke-8 berpuasa harini tp mcm biasa aku dh ponteng 3 days as to this date. Adele is still fully breastfeed dan kadang2 aku tak larat sgt. Ada tu sbb aku x sahur. Bgn pagi dh sakit kepala. Huhu. Hopefully harini berjaya lg berpuasa.

And that's mean dah masuk hari ke-8 jugak aku jobless. Kak ipar siap tanya apa perasaan dh jd full time housewife. Aku jawap takde beza pn sbb sebelum ni dh selalu work from home. It's just aku dah takyah fikir nak pegi kerja ke tak setiap kali
bgn pagi and takyah dah nk carik alasan nak keje kt rumah. Aku rasa dok rumah ni makin kurang nk update twitter ke apa. Sbb Adele mmg clingy yg amat. Nk berkepit je mana aku pegi.

Walaupon bulan puasa, Alhamdulillah umiecanbake still ada order. Syukur. Aku tak buat pon cookies raya sbb nk adjust life. Adele x bg peluang sgt kt aku nk buat kerja lama2. She's really an attention seeker. Aku lipat kain yg melambak pon dia nak dok kt peha aku. Huhu. Tp aku ada menu baru yg boleh buat as raya cookies gak, frambozen kenari. Maybe aku fokus yg tu je utk raya. But still accept order mcm biasa utk brownies.

As for raya preparation, baju raya ktrg yg tempah tak siap lg. Wan pn xde baju lg sbb kain dia x sempat nk hantar tempah. Baju budak2 ni je yg byk beli. Ada 7 pasang dh. Hehe. Kasut masing2 pn dh beli. Tp budak2 ni punya crocs la. Maybe nnt aku nk cari sandal cantik sikit utk diorg.

Tu je kot update buat masa ni. Till then, daa!

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