EBM Stock

I'm going back to work this coming Monday. Cepat je nak habis dah 2 months maternity leave. And to be honest, i miss to go back to work. That's the only time i can have "me time". Tp tu lah risau gak nk tinggalkan both kids kat ibu. Kakak dh la tgh nk attention while adik mmg still need full attention. Aku risau ibu penat je nk handle.

My plan is to discuss with my boss for 2 days work from home every week. So i still can look after my girls. Hopefully dia ok lah. Skrg pon still tgh cari org nk tlng ibu jagakn the girls. Susah nk dpt kt kg ni. Nk amek maid x mampu pulak. Ada kakak yg jaga Safiyya dulu tu bulan 6 baru available lps tu dia kata MAYBE boleh. Tak confirm tp aku berharap sgt dia boleh jaga nnt.
If tak dpt org jaga kt kg ni, aku plan nk dok rumah melaka and send Safiyya to nearest taska. So ibu can jaga Adele sorg je. Apapon aku kena discuss dgn bos dulu psl wfh tu.

Pnjg pulak intro. Ok now nk cter psl EBM. Seriously aku ni bangsa pemalas nk pump. But this time rajin sikit compared zaman Safiyya dulu. Time Safiyya dulu stock ada 5-6 bottle je x silap before masuk keje. So this time aku buat gak la stock tp lmbt gak start and byk hari gak ngelat. As to date, ada la dlm 26 bottles and 4 plastic storage EBM with average 4oz each.

Tp aku rasa x cukup. Aku dh train Adele on bottle feeding. Alhamdulillah x susah nk bg bottle kat budak kecik sorg ni. Aku bg same bottle ngn Safiyya dulu, Pigeon.
X amek masa lama pon dia nk habiskan 5oz. Panic aku jap. Haha. Takde la sekali minum tu 5oz tp mmg x lama dia nk habiskan pn. Ada dlm 1-2 jam cmtu. Unless kalo dia tido lama lps tu.

Masa Safiyya dulu, susu aku mmg byk. Nk dpt 5oz tu x sampai 10minit pn. Pastu dulu nafsu makan cm melampau sket. But different this time aku kurang selera mkn. Susu aku pn slow. Smp aku amek supplement. Tp lps tu husband soh aku mkn 2 hari skali sbb dia tgk susu aku memancut2. Haha. Tu kalo aku x pump and Adele tido lama x nyusu la.
Skrg aku berdoa susu aku cukup utk Adele. Berdebar lak rasa nk tinggalkan dia n kakak ngn ibu. Maybe nnt aku amek halfday kalo diorg buat hal. Haha. Semoga ok la semuanya. Amin.



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