Hello 2013!

How time flies so fast right. 2012 is full of exciting,loving,sad,pain and happy moments. The most unforgettable moment is being pregnant,vomit more that 8 times a day and gave birth to my beautiful angel through normal delivery which i am so proud of myself. So as i got pregnant early January 2012, none of my 2012 resolution is achieve especially flatten the fat tummy. Haha. It's getting more impossible now after pregnant ok.

Summary of memorable event throughout 2012:
-I am pregnant early January
-Husband bought me an iPad 2 as a gift. Wishlist checked
-Admitted in Pantai Hospital Ayer Keroh because of dehydrated due to frequent vomit
-Holiday in Ri Yaz Kuala Terengganu and celebrate our 1st year wedding anniversary with a sick husband at that time.
-Got infection during pregnancy at 6 months which can affect my baby
-Lost my purse somewhere in pekan Tampin and then a very kind-hearted person hands me back my purse at home! Oh can't forget this
-Bought my very 1st Longchamp limited edition summer collection handbag.
-Received bad news that Pfizer team being terminated and i've been assigned to another different team. Sad. Had been with this team for more than 3 years.
-Giving birth to my baby a day before my birthday!
-Had a very upset moment when can't breastfeed Safiyya on 1st week of her lives. Felt like a loser that time
-Be "ibu susuan" to my brother adopted baby girl name Suci Alya Maisarah.
-Went for a holiday with Safiyya for the 1st time to Bukit Fraser and Penang
-Work on night shift again after 3 years on only day shift in Pfizer team.

So many ups and downs in 2012. Anyhow i am so grateful that i have a beautiful babies, loving husband and supportive family and friends. Love them to bits!

I know it's hard for me to meet the yearly goals but I will try. Niat itu penting. Ecewah!
My 2013 resolution would be as same as 2012 aim.

1 - Nak kempiskan perut, do more excercise
2 - Increase monthly savings for future home
3 - Sign up for life insurance+savings
4 - Open tabung haji account for me and Safiyya
5 - Perform well in my career even-tho i don't really have any passion in what am i doing currently
6 - Cook for husband! Yes i must start to cook as i only made him simple food like spaghetti & maggi before. haha.

I think that's all for now. Im hoping 2013 will be a better year for me and my family. Praying that 2013 will be a good year for us. InsyaAllah amin.

With that, wishing you all happy new year 2013 peeps!















Till then, xoxo!

Makan di Chili's Midvalley

Smlm aku ajak laki aku pegi Midvalley semata-mata nk mkn Chili's. Teringin ok dr dlu nk mkn x dpt2. Bile aku ckp nk belanja trus ok. Pppfftt! So after keje rest jap lps zuhur dlm 2 lbh ktrg gerak g KL.
Smp sana kt kol 3 lbh so trus la cari Chili's. Siap cari kat directory tp x jumpa gak trus laki aku tanya kt info counter. Haha kg giler. Pastu smp kat Chili's ramai gile org k siap ada yg tggu turn utk free table. Org tu ckp dtg lg 20mins. Aku dh la mmg lapa gle. Ikotkan bole je nk mkn kt Delicious sblh Chili's tp sbb mmg dh lama mengidam ktrg g jln2 dlu.
Seriously sale mmg merata tp xde 1 pn yg menarik kt mata aku. Pastu takde la murah mana pn. Masuk Zara, Bershka, DP, forever 21 xde pn aku suka. Ok la jimat duit aku. Pastu dh 20min ktrg g blk Chili's dpt la seat kt sudut. Aku mmg dh tau nk mkn apa so kejap je la order. Mcm biasa yg nk order berzaman ni laki aku. Dia kureng tmpt2 mkn cmtu. Dia xtau nk mkn apa. Heh.

Monterey chicken. Mash potato mmg layan!



Crispy chicken apa tah. Sedap!



Ice lemon tea & mango juice



Molten chocolate cake















What we had at Chili's. Verdict, lg best dari TGI. Dh la mango juice leh refill byk kali. Molten choc cake dia besar n sedap. Mmg puas hati. Price sume ni RM107.60. Murahkan? No wonder ramai org kt situ.
Ktrg laki bini kenyang smp ke pg. huahuahua.

Lps mkn aku ckp nk g Gingersnaps. Comel2 baju dia n price pn ok tp laki aku ni beser la kalo xde discount dia xnk beli. Aku pn xkesah la sbb dr situ aku nmpk Pumpkin Patch sale up to 50%. X psl2 beli lg baju Safiyya. Baru je update kt twitter aritu kata xnk beli dh sbb almari Safiyya dh penuh. But i cannot resist la. Comel sgt baju budak2 nih.

Lps tu g Metrojaya nk beli Clinique basic skincare aku utk buat stock. Padehal moisturizer aku je yg dh abes skrg. Dh alang2 kn. Dpt makeup pouch for free. Aku ada berkenan ngn hush puppies flatpump tp size abes pulakk. Stress tul. Kalo x dh dpt aku voucher Rm50.






Setel tu trus ajak laki blk ke Garden. Nk melawat Coach. Katanya clearance kan. Aku tgk yg 50% punya sume design cm org tua je tggl. Maka babai. Hahaha padehal duit x brp nak ada. Aku minat 1 handbag kat kate spade ada less 30% tp kang bezikir lak laki aku kang. Terpaksa la lupakan kehendak itu.

Pastu cari coffee bean lepak jap g tuka diaper Safiyya yg smpt poo poo then terus gerak blk. Safiyya ngamok jap dlm kete masa otw blk tu. Ngantuk n penat 1 hal pastu agaknya sbb die x selesa selsema.

Pastu tgh mlm td boleh pulak black out smp kol 3 lbh. Mengamok lg Safiyya sbb panas. Basah kepala dia. Aku ajak laki aku dok dlm kete bkk aircond pastu g jln jap. Tdo anak aku. Sian btul. Byk dugaan dia. Dh la x brp sihat, ngntuk pastu panas bahang pulak. Mmg kne byk bersabar nk handle cranky baby ni. Semoga cpt sihat wahai anakku.

p/s: ok x aku pakai peplum?hehe

Till then, xoxo!


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Bercuti di Johor

I am back again on night shift work today after 3 days off. Well malas nk fikir pasal kerja dh hujung thn ni so let's story about happy things. heh.
I bet most of us pegi year end holiday. Same goes to me. Takde la pergi luar negara pn just to Johor sbb kakteh aku baru pindah situ, area Kempas. So we planned to stay at her house for 2 nights to save budget.
Ahad tu after keje,pack baju and siap2 pegi kenduri aqiqah Afrah's baby boy in Seremban.

Aku, Shoot dan Afrah

Safiyya ngantok

Laki aku ingt Safiyya pakai bib sbb fashion baru.haha

Lps kenduri aqiqah tu we headed back to Rembau amek barang2 yg ibu pesan then around 4 pm gitu terus gerak ke Johor. Dh nk dekat sampai tu, Safiyya mengamok dlm kete. Maybe sbb die penat sbb last jalan jauh Penang aritu. Sampai je kakteh terus amek Safiyya. Dia ok je terus akak aku mandikan dia. Mengamok sakan okehhh. Mcm kena dera. Aihhh. Pastu pujuk bg nenen,letak dlm buai terus tdo. Haih la anak. Mlm tu aku x g mana sbb Safiyya dh tdo plus aku penat x cukup tdo. Laki aku je kuar g Pasar karat kt bandar. Dia nk tgk apa yg menarik. So masa aku stay ngn kakteh aku, aku try peplum top dia beli kat pasar karat tu. Terus lps tu order kat laki aku. haha. Order melalui whatsapp. Dia amek gmbr baju2 kt kedai tu n soh pilih. Xyah susah2 nk g sana. Kat sejam laki aku kt kedai tu nk pilihkan baju sbb byk corak menarik. Aku minat 3 baju tp aku soh beli 2 je. Maklom la x gaji lg. Mls nk tggu dia blk aku tido dlu.

Pg Isnin tu kakteh aku ckp, laki aku beli 3 baju. I am a happy bunny.Suka sume. Of course la kan laki aku pandai bargain beli 3 dpt la murah. heeee thanks husband!
Kakteh aku keje aritu so aku kena mandikan Safiyya sendiri for the first time ever. Ya aku x penah mandikan anak sendiri since die lahir. Anak buah aku yg form 2 pn pandai mandikan adik dia Amsyar okay. So dia jd assistant aku.
Lps mandi tu Safiyya tdo blk dlm buai smp la kol 2 lbh. Bgn skali je nyusu. Laki aku pg tu g bengkel cousin dia. Ptg bwk Safiyya g rumah makcik dia yg dok area umah kakteh aku gak. Dekat gile x smp 5 minit pn. Lama gak ktrg melepak smp kol 5 lbh. Then blk, kakteh aku dh balik keje, lepak jap dia mandikan Safiyya n lps Maghrib ktrg gerak g Plaza Angsana jln2. Dkt jugak. Ktrg dinner kat foodcourt Angsana tu n had a famous hj Wahid mee rebus. Biasa je kt aku. Laki aku ckp dlu lg sedap. Watever la. Yg penting air rasa lipas. Pfftt.
Yg bestnya byk jual baju babies kt situ. Seluar and skirt jeans murah kot. Last time tgk kt Dataran Pahlawan seluar jeans kt RM80 tp kt Angsana leh dpt RM50. Aku beli skirt jeans utk Safiyya. Haha gedik giler.
Then ktrg g pasar karat lak. Masa mula2 abg ipar aku ckp psl pasar karat ni aku byg kan tempat ni kotor gila. Jual barang tah paper gitu tp i was wrong. It's actually mcm flea market. Jual kt lorong2 n bersih la. Ada jual baju,skirt,cd yg murah giler,kasut,barang baby,towels. Mcm2 lg la. Aku x khatam semua sbb Amsyar dh mengamok. Anak aku rilex. Dh ngntuk pn xnk tdo. Aku belikan dia Lamaze musical inchworm berharga rm20. Pastu dlm kete laki aku ckp nk g Danga bay or mkn yong tau fu, tp aku mmg dh penat. Dia tgk muka aku mengantuk giler trus cancel. Safiyya pn masuk kete terus tdo. Siap terlentok kepala dia sbb aku pn tdo x perasan. Smp rumah around 12 am letak dia atas katil trus pengsan. Static kot posisi dia smp kol 5 pagi. hehe.

Muka bosan Safiyya

Sempat tido kat rumah org.hmmmm

Safiyya ngn Amsyar pakai baju sama. Twins!heee

Selasa tu bgn pg kol 7 lbh cm biasa dikejutkan oleh Safiyya.  Aku tukar diapers dia lps tu dia bantai poo poo smp habis baju okey. Kakteh aku lak takde dia kuar g beli breakfast. Laki aku soh mandikan Safiyya terus. So pg tu aku ngn laki aku mandikan Safiyya. hehehe. Puas hati je dia. Tdo cukup, perut selesa pastu bg nenen tdo kan die dlm buai kt kol 9 cmtu.
Pg tu laki aku mmg dh plan nk bwk anak2 buah aku g mandi kat La-Stella Water Theme Park. Dekat area Kempas gak. PH rate for kids RM8 and adults RM15. Aku ngn kakteh x pegi sbb leceh nk bwk babies ni. Lgpn pg2 ni time tdo diorg. Laki aku ckp ok la tmpt dia. Besar sket dr Wet world Pedas. Seb baik diorg pegi awl sbb lps tu ramai gila org.
Dlm kol 12 lbh cmtu diorg blk dr mandi manda, ktrg gerak g Jusco Tebrau lak. Kakteh aku x penah pegi lg so ktrg pn bwk la. Takde la jauh pn.
Lama gak ktrg bertapa kt jusco smp kol 7 mlm.haha. Laki aku mmg penat giler sbb Safiyya bkn nk dok sgt dlm stoller.
Siap beli barang dapor sbb mlm tu gak ktrg nk blk Rembau. Blk tu ada kejadian x best. Kete kakteh aku kena sagat kat car park area. Pastu org tu x ngaku. Ada drama la jugak. Hmm. Ok xnk cter yg sedih. Mlm tu laki aku g tapau dinner,mandikan Safiyya then trus gerak blk Rembau dlm 10 lbh cmtu. Kol 3 lbh br smp Rembau yer. Fuhhh penat tp enjoy.hehe.

Laki aku whatsapp gambar water park ni

Otw nak g Jusco

Sambil tggu kakteh aku beli baju Amsyar

Safiyya nk tdo masa ni tp kena kacau.hehehe

Tortoise tetap adaaa

3 peplum tops, MAC Touch up kit, sleepsuit,skirt,booties and toys for Safiyya. Thanks daddy belanja sume ni. :p

Till then, xoxo!

At the moment

As at the moment, it has been 3 nights i am not co-sleeping with my baby girl due to night shift work.
I cried on the first night, almost cry the next day and feels normal now. I miss her so very much. She never sleep with anybody else except me since she was 4-days old.

Husband just whatsapp-ing me, Safiyya cried for a milk and go back to her sleep after get some. I am so relieved. At least i can trust my husband now. hehe.

To tell the truth, currently i feel so sleepy and exhausted. My shift started at 8 PM till 8 AM and arrive home around 1030 AM if i take a nap after shift ended. As i reached home, straightly i hug my baby, play with her, borak2 session and direct feed her. If she still wide awake i will pass her to my mom as i really need to get some sleep before continue next shift. As of 3 days, i managed to get 3-4 hours of sleep during the day.huhu. I don't think i can do this man. This is really tough! Work,travelling from Rembau to Cyber,baby,not having a quality sleep is making me nausea. Seriously. How i wish my husband is rich so i can just quit my job and be SAHM.

Till then,xoxo!

Spagetti goreng sukahati

Last night tetiba rasa nk mkn spagetti goreng. Tekak ni kan bila poket kempis mcm2 benda la nk mkn. Lauk tghari yg ibu masak lak dh abes so zass kuar jap g Fresco lps maghrib beli barang. Seb baik Safiyya dh tdo. Disebabkan aku ni mmg amat jarang skali memasak,ble laki mkn abes siap bwk bekal pg esok tu rasa bangga jap.haha. Pls excuse my kepoyo-an ok. So ini ada lah resipe spagetti goreng simple aku. Sama je mcm nk msk mee goreng wpon aku x penah buat. Ye i am lazy like that. Haha. Aku agak2 je buat ikot sukahati so pedas sket.

Sepeket spagetti
Sepeket minced meat
1 biji Capsicum
6 biji Tomato ceri
Sepeket Fishball
Sotong 5 ekor
Cili kering dikisar dgn bawang putih n merah
Sos spagetti kimball
Sos tomato
Flavoured pepper/lada putih

Rebus spagetti.
Panaskan minyak dlm kuali, tumis cili kering lama sket smp garing, garam 1 sudu dan masukkan minced meat biar masak lama sket. Then masukkan 5 tbs sos spagetti kimball n sos tomato, then masukkan sotong. Tggu smp air kering sket then masukkn fishball,capsicum dan tomato ceri. Last skali masukkan spagetti. Seasoning ngn lada putih. Then tutup api boleh la mkn. Hasilnya, pg ni licin. Next cooking tggu thn depan pulak. Hahaha.


Till then, xoxo!


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3 months check-up

Today we went to the clinic for Safiyya's 3rd month jab. As usual timbang berat,ukur ketinggian n ukurlilit kepala. Safiyya's weight only at 5.1kg. Ok la at least she gained weight. BMI pn normal.
Nurse tanya if dia dh pandai meniarap or mengiring. Both pn belom lg. Pastu muka nurse mcm cemas. Dia kuar g amek mainan yg bunyi2 tu n test kt telinga kiri kanan Safiyya. She responding well. Siap cooing n smiling dpn nurse tu.
Then i informed nurse about the fungus infection and she asked whether i have cats back at home. Maybe hama kucing was the cause. Nurse tu siap tanya cantik ke kucing?sayang?mana lg syg,anak ke kucing? Sentap aku jap. Aku diam je.
Lps tu Safiyya kne cucuk. Masa ni dia tdo. Mmg timing dia tido so laki aku dukung dia. Terus nanges bila kena cucuk. Terkejut pon ye jugak tu. Then aku amek dia ok. Masuk kete bg nenen terus tdo. Pity my baby girl. Nurse tu ada pesan blk rumah soh bg ubat demam. Dia wat muka pelik ble aku ckp cucuk bln lps Safiyya x demam. Hmm.. Aku monitor je dia ni. So far mmg xde demam lg.
Cuma skrg ni aku sedikit risau sbb Safiyya x brp kuat menyusu. Nk kata selsema tgk hidung ok. Time aku keje day shift die minum ada la 11oz je. Mlm pn kejap2 nenen sbb dia tdo. Should i be worry? Dia akan menyusu bile btul2 lapar. Tp mmg dr dlu lg dia x kuat nyusu.
So next month timbang berat je. Semoga my baby membesar dgn kuat dan sihat la hendaknya. Amin.

Till then,xoxo!


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Flavours Bangsar

We had late lunch yesterday at Flavours Bangsar, Chef Riz's restaurant. Abg n kak ipar belanja. Thanks angah! This restaurant located exactly in front of Bangsar Village ll same row with Baskin Robin. But Chef Riz xde la smlm. As we arrived terus order. Sbb dh wat homework siap2, so aku mmg dh tau nk mkn apa. Masa ni pulak Safiyya cranky nk tido padehal sblm tu dh tido 3jam, husband pulak pergi cari parking.


Aku je yg paling mengada amek appetizer, main course n dessert. Org belanjakan.haha.

Beef wraps



Watermelon and lychee (no ice)



Buttermilk spagetti


Kak ipar pn amek ni. Rupa ala2 carbonara tp ni letak daun kari. Sedap gak. X cpt muak.

Husband amek fruiti d mare x silap namanya. Taste like spagetti marinara.



Abg aku mkn nasi goreng kampung. Sedap pedas.



Anak2 buah sume mkn chicken chop.



Trianon chocolate cake for dessert. Taste like ferrero rocher. Love it!



So overall sedap jugak. Paling suka beef wraps. yumms! Boleh dtg lg pasni nk try nasi malaya pulak.






Till then, xoxo!


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Safiyya dan fungus

Smlm aku EL. Dh smp office login PC, wat keje sket pastu g mkn dlm kol 10 am cmtu ibu aku called. Aku dh bedebar tgk number rumah naik. Ibu ckp belakang kepala Safiyya yg kena gigit nyamuk tu mcm makin teruk. Melecet tu mcm berair pastu dh merebak. Ayah aku panic soh bwk g klinik. Aku mmg dh nmpk pg tu mmg nmpk makin byk tp xde la nmpk berair. Lps mkn aku masuk office blk bgtau team lead aku nk blk umah ada emergency. Seb baik senang nk dpt.

Otw balik tu aku call Klinik Pakar Kanak Kanak Sayangku kt Seremban siap2. Doc Oo Sween Khoon yg aku pnah jumpa tu xde. Ada doc ganti je so xpe la proceed je. As long doc kanak kanak should be ok. Blk rumah tgk Safiyya tgh tdo dlm buai. So xpe la rilex dlu bg dia tdo. Lps solat jumaat cmtu baru gerak g Seremban ngn kakteh aku.

Btw klinik tu betul2 kat Standard Chartered Seremban town. Susah gile nk cari parking area situ tp mmg rezeki dpt parking betul2 dpn klinik. Masuk2 tgk xde org pn. Maybe sbb doc ganti xde org nk jumpa.haha. Sbb record Safiyya dh ada kejap je la register lps tu terus panggil masuk. Doc tanya aku blk rashes ke?Kat area bontot ada x? Pastu dia check mulut ok clear. Nurse tlng pegangkan kepala Safiyya sbb asek goyang2 je. Then confirmed doc ckp fungus. Kena letak cream 2x sehari in a week. Should be ok within that period. Hopefully lah. Dia pesan letak la baby oil jgn kasi kulit baby kering. So ok la total bil RM26 je. Korg tgk nih kepala Safiyya. Ni x berapa clear sgt.

Oh masa kt klinik ada uncle tu cuba nk dukung Safiyya. Akak aku siap tangkap gmbr wpon uncle tu ckp Safiyya dh kenal org. Maybe sbb die keraskan bdn. Skali lps tu dia melalak okay.Aku terkejut sbb aku tgh nk byr duit ubat. Cam pelik gak apsal Safiyya tetiba terus nanges cmtu rupanya dia dh kenal org. Pelik tgk warna kulit yg gelap sgt agaknya.haha.

Pg td aku tgk kepala Safiyya cm ada 1 bijik naik. Aku just pesan kt laki aku jgn lupa sapu cream. Smp opis laki aku ckp dh bernanah. Arghhh siannya anak akuuuuu! Dia x penah ada problem ngn rashes ke apa since lahir tp ni tetiba bernanah bagai.Adui. Semoga cepat elok la kalo dh letak cream tu. Kak ipar aku soh Safiyya tdo terlangkup but the problem is aku x penah biasakan dia tdo terlangkup so ble wat skrg anak aku marah. Dia x suka. X biasa agaknya. Nk buat cmne kan.huhu.

On the other story, keluar klinik terus masuk butik sebelah. Menarik butik tu. Ada baju and accessories for infants,toddlers and adults. Comel gila. Ala2 vintage gitu. Aku ada berminat ngn 1 handbag tp sbb tgh bulan ni maka beristighfar la jap. Aku beli 2 pasang baju utk Safiyya. X psl2 je g klinik dpt baju. haha.

Lg 1, Safiyya dh selamat dibuaikan oleh ibu aku. Sbb dia kesian tgk Safiyya yg ssh sgt nk tdo siang. After 2 days, anak aku tetap x lena tdo dlm buai okay. Buai eletrik kan automatik so xyah la kte nk buaikan tp anak aku xmo. Dia nk gak ada tgn pegang kt buai tu.heh. Seb baik cradle tu x mahal sgt.

This week ktrg tdo umah kak ipar kt tmn tun Damansara sbb harini kan aku kerja,ibu ayah g Johor anta kakteh aku yg kena pindah sana so takde sape nk jage Safiyya. Aku x pecaya nk tgglkan kt laki aku sorg. Kang panic lak pakcik tu. Nk tukar pampers pn x lps lg. So blk kl mntk tlng mentua jaga. Apa plak plan korg dis week?

Till then, xoxo!

Safiyya yg susah nak tido

Mlm td Safiyya nk tdo kena merengek2 dulu smp kena marah. Ye aku bkn seorg yg penyabar. Bg nenen pn dia xnk asek reject. Aku sakit hati betul trus la bedung dia. Biar je dia borak nk nanges sorg kejap pastu sumbat nenen, hah kau trus tdo. Punya la payah. Tp ni ok kurang dh. Last 2 weeks horror gila. Mengamok smp melentik2 bdn sblm tdo.

Plan asal mmg xnk kuar g mana smlm. Nak dok umah je. Tp cleanser clinique aku dh abes. So ajak laki g beli kt jusco bandaraya Melaka. Luckily dlm duit tgh kurg gila ni, company laki aku bg Jusco vouchers. Dpt la beli mknn kucing skali.

Safiyya dpt naik kete behave. Tp janji kete kena jln, berhenti kejap kt traffic lite mula la buntang mata. Pastu lepak minum kt the coffee bean. Safiyya elok je lak tdo masa minum situ. Sbb ktrg plan nk jln kejap je, laki aku mls nk bwk stroller so kena pegang. Take turn ah ngn laki aku. Smpt camwhore bagai.haha. Pastu trus blk sbb laki aku nk tgk bola. Ok tu je nk cter.












Till then, xoxo!

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Emosi minggu ini

Hi peeps! Harini sabtu tp aku kerja maka aku bosan. Dh la baru lg kt team ni, access takde asek kena pinjam org punya, senior busy nak knowledge transfer, application xleh bukak kat laptop aku so kena guna pc yg maha lembap. Tp yg bestnya harini x byk kerja. Takyah nk buat media check or whatsoever just monitor je kot. Tu je aku tau tp itu pn terkial-kial. Maklom la 5 tahun aku buat network tu pn level 1 je skali kena buat backup. Training pn x smp 2 minggu dah soh aku masuk shift. Rasa nk menjawap je aku ngn TL aku yg super bangang tu. Operation model konon. Dh access xde cmne nk kerja. Eeiii sungguh beremosi aku smlm. Kalo la laki aku kaya mmg aku resign je terus. Sakit hati. Terus smlm aku g pump susu smp 3x. Tu je wat aku gembira sbb dpt hasil 15oz. Paling byk pernah aku pump dlm sehari. Semoga harini hasil pn byk. Amin.

Ok now mari cerita psl anak. Masa mula-mula nk start shift khamis lps aku siap nk nanges masa nk g keje. Kesian Safiyya kena tinggal lama2. Kt opis dok tgk gmbr2 dia. Mmg rindu gila ok. Blk umah mak aku ckp die mengamok nk tdo. Hari kedua lak pg tu dia ok siap senyum borak bagai. Ptg call ibu, dia ckp Safiyya mengamok pg tu. Ptg pn sama. Slalunya dia ngamok skali sehari je. Ye itu mmg style die skrg. Safiyya jenis ssh nk tdo siang. Kalo tdo pn x lena. Bila dia dh ngantuk sgt tu yg mengamok. Cmne nk buat ha? Perlu ke aku beli buaian? Sbb bila letak kt rocker kena buai je. If stop dia jaga merengek2. Ibu aku smp naik stress sbb xleh nk buat keje lain. Harini daddy dia ada. Otw g keje td laki aku siap sent gmbr Safiyya tgh tdo. Laki aku ckp lps ibu aku mandikan Safiyya, laki aku bg susu pastu dukung bawak round luar rumah trus lelap and letak dlm rocker. Bangga gila laki aku dpt tidokan anak tanpa mendengar amukan dia.hehe.
Skrg aku risau camne nk tgglkn dia bile start night shift nnt which is next 2 weeks. Dia x penah tdo ngn org lain even laki aku. Mmg setiap mlm tido ngn aku sbb bf sambil baring. Tak penah aku letak dlm cradle mlm2 sbb leceh nk g angkat nnt. Laki aku mmg  tdo tmpt lain sbb katil x muat. Takut terhimpap anak. Laki aku kalo tido jenis nk menyiku je. Aritu masa kt Penang tdo skali sbb katil king. Tgh mlm aku jaga tgk siku dia dkt giler ngn kepala Safiyya. Fuh bedebarnya. Kalo kena mmg siap la. Mmg aku pesan kat ibu je nnt tlng tgkkn Safiyya. Terpaksa la kan.

Eh korg dh tgk Breaking dawn part 2? Itu adalah 1st movie aku tgk selepas beranak. Haha. Sempat g tgk sbb laki aku cuti balik dari Penang aritu. Safiyya tggl ngn ibu aku. Kejap je ktrg kuar. Tgk wyg kt MBO Seremban yg bosan gila pastu lunch laju2 kat Jusco Seremban. Tp ktrg missed starting cter la. Masuk je hall dh part Bella wat amukan kt Jacob. Nk tgk kali kedua mmg takla kan. Kena tggu la org download nmpknye.

Weekend ni selain kerja mmg tak g mana kot. Duit semakin mengempis. Mengadap Safiyya je la nmpknye.hihi.

ni masa 1st day aku start shift nk tinggalkan dia

baju baru mama dia belikan

ni gmbr pg td laki aku tidokan dia

Till then, xoxo!